SIGNS

MISTAKES JOURNAL ENTRY

it’s hard to say “no” when you never learned the word.

i’ve got a roster of men i want deleted.

for now, i’ll settle for becoming a better one.

if i wait any longer i’ll die.

nothing like the fear of your own reflection.

i didn’t look at myself for months.

decided to go back to the club.

why not use my body to get the bag i need to change it?

rented, if i’m lucky.

stolen, if I’m not.

purity culture is a joke i never understood. two purity rings couldn’t stop my pops from getting what he wanted.

sleeping beauty had a sugar daddy.

my most recent rapist was the last man to ever touch my breasts. paid in cash for the experience.

i used the money to cut them off and take my body back.

a dj tried to get me fired from the club. (don’t ask)

he wasn’t protecting me.

said it was too dangerous even if i looked the part. (don’t ask)

maybe he was right.