SIGNS
FREAK DADDY JOURNAL ENTRY
(Feat. WONDERFUL! & Broke Boy)
they act like the toxicity is baked into the T
it’s easier to love them
when you think they can’t help it.
my confidence used to feel like a weakness.
better to be meek and fed than strong and dead.
or so i thought.
don’t be too loud, too cocky, too self assured.
no one likes a woman who knows she’s beautiful a fuck boy.
pretend your body isn’t happening.
makes the abuse feel less real
i used to hope a man would have pity on me enough to lock me away in his house
i’d serve him until i lost what i could never admit i had.
self respect.
bullshit.
masculinity isn’t difficult to cry about.
at least, not for me.