SIGNS

FREAK DADDY JOURNAL ENTRY

(Feat. WONDERFUL! & Broke Boy)

they act like the toxicity is baked into the T

it’s easier to love them

when you think they can’t help it.

my confidence used to feel like a weakness.

better to be meek and fed than strong and dead.





or so i thought.

don’t be too loud, too cocky, too self assured.

no one likes a woman who knows she’s beautiful a fuck boy.

pretend your body isn’t happening.

makes the abuse feel less real

i used to hope a man would have pity on me enough to lock me away in his house

i’d serve him until i lost what i could never admit i had.

self respect.

bullshit.

masculinity isn’t difficult to cry about.

at least, not for me.

Savannah Packard